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liveslaughsloves) wrote2023-10-31 08:24 pm
liveslaughsloves) wrote2023-10-31 08:24 pm
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Pipsqueak jokes aside, you’re way too young to be worrying about things always being like this for you. I know that’s like, hard to hear, though.
Edited 2024-11-25 18:54 (UTC)
[a thoughtful noise. then, blunt but kind:]
I don’t know you that well. Acidia could probably answer better, or maybe Brocade. But I think you might think somewhere outside what people might consider the norm, yeah. If it’s noticeable enough to keep coming up as a point of comparison.
I don’t know you that well. Acidia could probably answer better, or maybe Brocade. But I think you might think somewhere outside what people might consider the norm, yeah. If it’s noticeable enough to keep coming up as a point of comparison.
[ looks away ]
Brocade's the only one that doesn't make me feel like there's something wrong with me. Maybe Nettle. Maybe Aster.
I thought I was just a regular introvert. Or a regular loser. Nothing that crazy.
Brocade's the only one that doesn't make me feel like there's something wrong with me. Maybe Nettle. Maybe Aster.
I thought I was just a regular introvert. Or a regular loser. Nothing that crazy.
If it helps, most people are…complicated.
[he’s thinking about his brother. sometimes the nicest man he’s ever met. sometimes the meanest. sometimes the most competent, the most disastrous, the most worrying. he wonders what the hidden strata under their four-month-three-week relationship is like, much as he does at some point in every single day of his life]
It’s not like the way Aster thinks belongs in one single box, or that he might not be having some of the same thoughts as you sometimes, maybe just deeper down, maybe in places he doesn’t wanna talk about. Maybe the inverse is true for you. Same for Nettle. Same for Snow. Same for whoever. Even if they one hundred percent don’t act the same way you might up top, or logic it the same way out loud, darker thoughts and intrusive thoughts are a thing.
Everyone’s just…doing their best, you know?
[he’s thinking about his brother. sometimes the nicest man he’s ever met. sometimes the meanest. sometimes the most competent, the most disastrous, the most worrying. he wonders what the hidden strata under their four-month-three-week relationship is like, much as he does at some point in every single day of his life]
It’s not like the way Aster thinks belongs in one single box, or that he might not be having some of the same thoughts as you sometimes, maybe just deeper down, maybe in places he doesn’t wanna talk about. Maybe the inverse is true for you. Same for Nettle. Same for Snow. Same for whoever. Even if they one hundred percent don’t act the same way you might up top, or logic it the same way out loud, darker thoughts and intrusive thoughts are a thing.
Everyone’s just…doing their best, you know?
Edited 2024-11-25 20:12 (UTC)
[scritch scritch scritch]
No, thank you. It wasn't much in the first place, so... it should be easy to rebuild.
No, thank you. It wasn't much in the first place, so... it should be easy to rebuild.
I know.
I guess what I'm trying to say is... it's not that hard for me to hear that I'm too young for this or that. You're not the first. You won't be the last.
It's just—novel. Adults on this boat are about 500000% more protective over kids than I'm used to.
I guess what I'm trying to say is... it's not that hard for me to hear that I'm too young for this or that. You're not the first. You won't be the last.
It's just—novel. Adults on this boat are about 500000% more protective over kids than I'm used to.
I ain't trying to protect you. I can't protect you from the inside of your own head, my guy.
I'm just saying you have time.
I'm just saying you have time.
[slightly suspicious]
What's...'wasn't much.'
What's...'wasn't much.'
sorry
it would explain them really well though
it would explain them really well though
ARE YOU REALLY SORRY?
ARE YOU?
ARE YOU?
Edited 2024-11-26 06:35 (UTC)
im not super sorry for considering it but i am sorry for freaking you out more
:(
:(
I don't wanna be a party crab!!
i will not let you turn into a party crab
I've never been very good with people, so I'd mostly keep to myself.
But you don't even know what turns people into party crabs...
Do you?
Do you?
Yeah, but we lived in the same house...we didn't hang out or nothin'?
i told aster to ask around if someone has a speak with animals blessing
and if he finds someone have them just
ask? idk what else to do about it
and if he finds someone have them just
ask? idk what else to do about it
That's a good idea.
I hope get an answer.
I hope get an answer.
right it’s a weight off our minds collectively no matter what the answer is
Not if we turn into crabs it's not.
at least that way we’d know crabs are the worst of it???
crabs can get changed back
crabs can get changed back
... We ate meals together sometimes? Movie night every now and then...
How do crabs get changed back?
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