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Re: day 220

[liveslaughsloves]

...

[well he doesn't have to answer]

Shoot.

Re: day 220

[bittytorrent]

What's it like to trust someone like that?

Re: day 220

[liveslaughsloves]

[ah]

It’s scary.

Re: day 220

[bittytorrent]

...yeah.

The other me had someone like that.

Re: day 220

[liveslaughsloves]

Past tense?

Re: day 220

[bittytorrent]

—Uh, has, I guess?

[ sheepish ]

I've never really thought of that guy existing in parallel to the real world.

Re: day 220

[liveslaughsloves]

Gotcha.

[hesitates]

It'd probably be less scary if I didn't have amnesia, though. If I actually remembered all the reasons I trusted him, instead of just a fraction of it. I keep feelin' like I'm letting him down, losing all that.

Re: day 220

[bittytorrent]

Checks out.

...but you wouldn't give it up for the world, would you?

Re: day 220

[liveslaughsloves]

…

I couldn’t, even if I wanted to try. I love my bro.

Re: day 220

[bittytorrent]

So much that you'll look out for kids you barely know, just because they're his?

[ teasing ]

Re: day 220

[liveslaughsloves]

It ain't just because you're on the same Family as him, give yourselves more credit.

[gross, sometimes he just answers seriously to teasing]

Re: day 220

[bittytorrent]

Gross.

Re: day 220

[liveslaughsloves]

Deal with it!

Re: day 220

[bittytorrent]

Yeah, yeah, we're all very cute and angelic.

Re: day 220

[liveslaughsloves]

Nah, y’all are brats.

Still, though.

Re: day 220

[bittytorrent]

Spoken like a big brat.

Re: day 220

[liveslaughsloves]

Your insult game’s not very good.

Re: day 220

[bittytorrent]

Doesn't have to be insulting if it's true.

Re: day 220

[liveslaughsloves]

[pinches his cheek]

Re: day 220

[bittytorrent]

Mmmph. Like that.

Re: day 220

[liveslaughsloves]

Okay, baby brat. Tell your senior why you’re askin’ about trust.

Re: day 220

[bittytorrent]

...

I told you. The other me had—has—someone like that. I just wondered if it was... easy for other people, I guess.

Re: day 220

[liveslaughsloves]

…

It’s not easy. I think if I didn’t remember him at least a little to begin with, I’d be runnin’ scared. It’s hard to trust someone who remembers that much about you, that you can’t live up to right.

But…if you’re remembering some lookalike who trusts someone that much, maybe you’ll see how and why that happened? It doesn’t come out of nowhere.

Re: day 220

[bittytorrent]

It's a giant kraken.

Re: day 220

[liveslaughsloves]

Okay, but is it sentient?