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Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

[slow deep breath]

It was in an elevator. I was there. We remembered it after, and we woke up with real tangible memories after that we might've taken out of it. The blob with feet that was at the Ticketmaster's booth for a while was definitely in there and came out of it and became a real thing too.

So maybe...you're getting a weird inverse version of that...where the memories have layers too?

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

I'm not sure I understand how such a thing would work in the first place but it isn't as if I can understand any of this at all, on any level, so...

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

[debates a bit and then asks]

D'you want, like.

A hug.

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

Um what.

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

I dunno, sometimes that helps when I’m like ‘oh fuck what is going on.’

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

[how do you tell someone you have very little experience with hugs and therefore you suck at them?

simple: you don't]

I'm not... very comfortable with hugs.

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

That’s fair.

[pats him on the shoulder tho]

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

[a bit of a wry smile, followed by a long silence]










Do you think they're real?

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

I…

[swallows at the question]

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

[chuckles, rapidly making light of the question]

Please don't feel obligated to answer. I've heard of some people who do, and others who don't.

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

No, it’s fine.

I don’t know if they’re ’mine’ like the visions are changing to set up.

But they’re real enough they gotta be real for someone.

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

Yes... I believe so, as well.

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

Did your photo have anything to do with your memories, so far as you can tell?

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

[looks a little wistful at that]

Yes... she was in my third one.

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

So that stuff is probably going to start linking up, huh…

Sorry you’re getting like twice the puzzle of it, though.

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

It's all right. Speaking with you has been... mm, insightful, in a way.

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

Yeah?

If I could help even a little bit, I'm glad.

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

[nods]

I appreciate being able to hear others' perspectives... and while I can't be happy about what we're all going through, it's reassuring to hear I'm not going crazy all on my own. [said with some humor]

I know I was never the most open or social when we lived together, but... things were always very comfortable around you. So my door is open, should you ever need anything.

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

[freezes]

Wait a sec.

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

Hm?

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

We lived together?

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

Um. Yes??

[??????]

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

[puts his face in his hands and whispers ‘fuck’]

1/2

[fullcursemeal]

Eriks?

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

—Wait. If you had that dream, that means you...?