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Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

[looks a little wistful at that]

Yes... she was in my third one.

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

So that stuff is probably going to start linking up, huh…

Sorry you’re getting like twice the puzzle of it, though.

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

It's all right. Speaking with you has been... mm, insightful, in a way.

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

Yeah?

If I could help even a little bit, I'm glad.

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

[nods]

I appreciate being able to hear others' perspectives... and while I can't be happy about what we're all going through, it's reassuring to hear I'm not going crazy all on my own. [said with some humor]

I know I was never the most open or social when we lived together, but... things were always very comfortable around you. So my door is open, should you ever need anything.

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

[freezes]

Wait a sec.

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

Hm?

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

We lived together?

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

Um. Yes??

[??????]

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

[puts his face in his hands and whispers ‘fuck’]

1/2

[fullcursemeal]

Eriks?

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

—Wait. If you had that dream, that means you...?

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

[without immediately lifting his head]

I lost all my memories four months before the boat.

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

[oh no]

I'm sorry, that's...

Why didn't you say anything?

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

[twiddles his thumbs]

I’ve kinda sorta maybe been pretending to most people it just wasn’t a thing…at all…

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

It did work with me but...


Why.

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

I didn’t—know how to explain? I’ve been away from home for so long, and when I show up the first thing I do is lose my memory? Who wouldn’t be freaked out and disappointed by that if that was the opener?

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

... I was never great at keeping in touch, so I didn't know you'd been away.

But even so... I think it's sadder to know you've been keeping this to yourself rather than allow yourself to lean on those who could help.

I'm sorry I failed to realize.

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

[pinches him]

Don’t start apologizing for my crimes now.

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

[a small wince, but chuckles]

Can't we both have committed crimes?

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

You didn’t in this context.

[l-laughs a little bit]

Can’t believe I’ve run into more than one old roommate, though. That’s crazy. I woulda met you guys in whole different cities, I’m pretty sure.

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

I disagree, but I won't argue.

... Ah, really? But it's not a bad thing, I hope. Who else?

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

Satin.

Also if you disagree what’d make you feel better about it?

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

[no forget about that question]

Wait, Satin?

[stares at Eriks for a moment, blinking, clearly thinking SOMETHING]

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

What. What???