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Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

[debates a bit and then asks]

D'you want, like.

A hug.

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

Um what.

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

I dunno, sometimes that helps when I’m like ‘oh fuck what is going on.’

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

[how do you tell someone you have very little experience with hugs and therefore you suck at them?

simple: you don't]

I'm not... very comfortable with hugs.

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

That’s fair.

[pats him on the shoulder tho]

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

[a bit of a wry smile, followed by a long silence]










Do you think they're real?

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

I…

[swallows at the question]

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

[chuckles, rapidly making light of the question]

Please don't feel obligated to answer. I've heard of some people who do, and others who don't.

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

No, it’s fine.

I don’t know if they’re ’mine’ like the visions are changing to set up.

But they’re real enough they gotta be real for someone.

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

Yes... I believe so, as well.

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

Did your photo have anything to do with your memories, so far as you can tell?

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

[looks a little wistful at that]

Yes... she was in my third one.

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

So that stuff is probably going to start linking up, huh…

Sorry you’re getting like twice the puzzle of it, though.

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

It's all right. Speaking with you has been... mm, insightful, in a way.

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

Yeah?

If I could help even a little bit, I'm glad.

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

[nods]

I appreciate being able to hear others' perspectives... and while I can't be happy about what we're all going through, it's reassuring to hear I'm not going crazy all on my own. [said with some humor]

I know I was never the most open or social when we lived together, but... things were always very comfortable around you. So my door is open, should you ever need anything.

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

[freezes]

Wait a sec.

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

Hm?

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

We lived together?

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

Um. Yes??

[??????]

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

[puts his face in his hands and whispers ‘fuck’]

1/2

[fullcursemeal]

Eriks?

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

—Wait. If you had that dream, that means you...?

Re: 220

[liveslaughsloves]

[without immediately lifting his head]

I lost all my memories four months before the boat.

Re: 220

[fullcursemeal]

[oh no]

I'm sorry, that's...

Why didn't you say anything?