liveslaughsloves | [limelight

Yeah. I might take a little break on more for a while. The second one was…I took it last, so it hit the hardest.

For what it's worth, I think several people are considering those.

Breaks, that is.

Are you? What are yours about…?

[he’s gentle about the asking]

[damn, check out all these eggshells on the floor]

A young man who seems to have a job somewhat similar to mine. His duty is to protect "the weak", but he finds himself wavering and resenting said weak people for the damage they cause to him and others tasked with their protection.

... This is kind of anti-climactic, but due to someone else's vision, I know he ends up choosing to murder those he resents, and ends up executed because of it.

[pauses there, just to see Eriks' reaction]

[he just looks sad, honestly. not like, blubbering sad, but a version of it that's oddly warm and gentle. maybe less surprised by the concept than he should be]

...does it feel like the young man is you? Or does it feel like he could never be you?

The latter, I think. I cannot see myself as someone who would be satisfied choosing that sort of path.

[sighs]

... But he also had things I'm envious of.

[serious; gentle]

Do you want to tell me about them?

[an awkward chuckle]

I'm not sure how to address it in a way that doesn't come off... poorly. Maybe just keeping it simple is best?

Deep and strong friendship.

That ain't that poorly-sounding to me.

[considers, then:]

Miss Uriel mentioned you were maybe having problems socializing real close with others?

I...

[you can almost hear the record scratch]

—she said what.

It wasn't a bad thing. I just asked how Holy Order was doing, and it came up. Seems like you guys mostly like to keep your stuff private?

... Yes, but I think that's just how most of us are?

Yeah, but...I dunno. It does seem a little lonely?

It's nothing new for me, at the very least.

But it would have been nice to have that kind of friendship as a teen. That's all there is to it.

Ain't too late to start, even if you can't rewind time.

[I hope you enjoy awkward silences Eriks]

........

[reaches out and just like.

gently pinches him]

W-What?

I could hear the sound of you gettin' in your head about something. Penny for that thought?

... I just don't think it's that simple.

But it's not a problem, either.

It's enough of a problem you're broodin' on it. You're not gonna stop getting memories, either.

No, but... at least for the time being, there's nothing forcing us to view them.

You gonna stop, then? Some of Forge ain't taken any of theirs at all.

[he nods]

My... memories appear to be connected to somebody else's, so we've been discussing them so far, to try and see if that helps make sense of things.

But we've decided to stop for the time being.

[a beat]

Are other Alchemists distrustful of them? [curious, rather than judgmental]

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